Monday, October 22, 2018

292/365/Scary Stuff

back to try and Mom didn’t want to go but then Alison (whom I at last found) and Mom talked but Mom wasn’t answering in satisfactory ways so they called 911 so the EMTs could figure out the blood sugar thing and it was low as Mom said (long story) and we are flying down on Thursday anyway but this stuff is just too hard from so far away and I’m back to why does my mother have to be like this and why does everything have to be as difficult as it can possibly be and it’s impossible to move forward because of so many things and I wish everything could just be closer to normal and that we had a family that felt like what I think a family is supposed to feel like

4 comments:

  1. How horribly frustrating, scary, and exhausting!

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  2. You have used the perfect form for describing the situation... I could hardly catch my breath, which made me feel exceedingly anxious, as I read this. It does sound incredibly stressful and exhausting.

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  3. I'm sorry you're going through this.

    I'm not sure what a normal family is, especially after the last month.

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  4. Damn, IB, I wish I read this when you wrote it. I am sorry. It sucks being far away from everything. I am glad you have Alison.

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