back to try and Mom didn’t want to go but then Alison
(whom I at last found) and Mom talked but Mom wasn’t answering in satisfactory ways
so they called 911 so the EMTs could figure out the blood sugar thing and it was low as Mom said (long story) and we are
flying down on Thursday anyway but this stuff is just too hard from so far away
and I’m back to why does my mother have to be like this and why does everything
have to be as difficult as it can possibly be and it’s impossible to move
forward because of so many things and I wish everything could just be closer to
normal and that we had a family that felt like what I think a family is
supposed to feel like
How horribly frustrating, scary, and exhausting!
ReplyDeleteYou have used the perfect form for describing the situation... I could hardly catch my breath, which made me feel exceedingly anxious, as I read this. It does sound incredibly stressful and exhausting.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're going through this.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure what a normal family is, especially after the last month.
Damn, IB, I wish I read this when you wrote it. I am sorry. It sucks being far away from everything. I am glad you have Alison.
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