This stupid country. White people who believe in the American dream over reality. Fascists. The Supreme Court. Racists. Gun fanatics. Global warming. Hurricanes. Flooding. Earthquakes. Fire. Unemployment. No health insurance. Sexists. Religious extremists. Cancer. My closets. Death of loved ones. Suffering. Pain. Depression. Mass shootings. Mental illness. Anti-intellectuals. Science deniers. Widowhood. Driving in bad weather. So much more bad weather. Species decline. Entitled assholes with money and power. My neighborhood’s deterioration. Poverty upon retirement. How much time and energy I spend hating people. Mom’s death and the house the house the house.